:D

Hellos :D ,
i`m a sensitive , happy , emo , funny , short , zombie , cute , fat , bad , sleepy panda ! :D
hahahahahahahahahas !

Nothing much happened the past few days. No reason to blog right? Apparently a certain someone wants to read something new other than the previous horribly emo-rific post. Went to chalet the past 2 days (Not that i stayed over). Did the basic chalet stuff, nothing much. Walked under the rain today eating a strawberry sundae from Mac. Having a slight sore throat now and slight flu. It'll go off by tomorrow. Hmm.. Philips fair this week, thinking of getting something, but dunno what to get. No i'm not some psycho who buys stuff for the sake of buying. Nothing much to say. Gonna take a stroll at sim lim square tommorrow, see who i can pull out with me. Its boring walking alone there. Yes i'm a tech-geek. I hope the certain someone who told me to post is happy now? xD

Sometimes knowing too much can be really tough. I'm not referring to knowledge, but instead i mean information. There are some things in life which you can't say to another, only secrets kept between the people that already know. It gets even tougher when you realise that this causes problems for you, giving you more worries. So what would be a worse case scenario? Imagine a problem starts, you need help. But the people who you can look for ARE the people who ARE the problem?

Many times people ask me, why don't i share it with them? Much as i would like to, its not like its gonna be possible. I know this post is gonna keep me busy on msn for the next few days, but i guess i can finally say what i wanna say, at the same time not leak anything out. I guess we all have seen in some shows that alcohol "seemed" to keep matters off people's head for awhile, doesn't seem to work. All i felt was more horrible than what i felt at the beginning. Or maybe it was the mixing of the different drinks i had? I knew I felt a little "floaty" when i was on my way home. Thought i could give another bottle a shot, but in the end, my world went spinning away. Yes i knew what i was doing, but its just so difficult to forget things.

Some people say drown yourself in what you enjoy doing. For me i guess its gaming, decided to give it a shot. But in the end, all these thoughts in my head just kept popping up randomly. At this point of time, i can't really be bothered with anything. Its not like anything in my life is going smoothly anymore. They say, life has its ups and downs. But what happens when 80% of your life feels like its on the downs? Followed by which they say, count your blessings. But again, what happens if all the blessings all ends up with misfortune?

1st ACSL match done. Finally! I thought we were gonna lose at the beginning. But i guess it was the stress or something that was keeping us from playing at our best at the beginning. In the end we came out alright. Won the match, everyone was glad. Past few posts were kinda emo, guess its time for a change!

Keep thinking of someone, makes me happy. That someone told me to post all these. Fine~
As long happy can le. That person ah.. Makes me feel better when i'm down. Thanks so much xD

PS: I'm a happy panda~

Rather emo these past few days. No particular reason for it also. Weird. I know i don't get upset over small matters, but surprisingly i get irritated by the slightest little things these days. Maybe its all the troubles in my head. What am i thinking? I don't know anymore. I just wanna sit down and stare the day away. Something's wrong wif my head. haha..

dunno what the hell am i doing here. Awfully bad mood and nothing to do. Today go gathering, enjoy ourselves, nothing else le. Come home, a huge bunch of problems. Know something? Maybe making a clan was the biggest mistake i did so far. Maybe should just disband, and make a small team of my own. Less headaches.

Why should i care about making the people happy? Nothing nice comes out of it in the end. People will just trample over you in the end. Take advantage of you, or whatsoever. In this world, it doesn't pay to be nice to others. In the end everyone is all watching out only for themselves.

Who gives a shit? I don't care~

Haven't slept the whole night. I know i was really tired and sleepy, but apparently last night i really couldn't sleep. Weird. Still very tired. Maybe that is what people call as insomia?

ACSL finally released the divisions and schedules. Thank god we're in the last division. Makes life much easier than fighting against all the big teams out there. Sad to say, won't be able to play after the 5th week. Stupid NS. Sleepy already~ Tried to go back to sleep, but still cannot sleep. What the heck is happening? Maybe after breakfast might help.

TOTO this fri 8m! quick pick 4 sets. But what are my chances?

Sick.. Am sick.. Can't believe it. Sick on the day i wanted to go out. If i had known the symptoms meant this, i'd have gone to see the doc first. Headset isn't working well either. Dunno what to do now. I'm just blogging cause i don't wanna play games yet. I'm hungry.. And yes i'm randomly typing whatever that comes into my head.

Its time to start digging for food. I'm hungry. I haven't trained in 4 days, and getting fatter which i already am. *Sigh*

Annoying past 24hrs. Internet was down for no valid reason. Called starhub twice, which in the end resulted with them saying "We'll call you back". Although internet is up, no calls yet. Wonder what are they actually doing in their office. I bet they hired a monkey to handle their connections. Monkey finds something interesting, pulls wire out, 1 subscriber down. Monkey feels bored, puts back wire, pulls another one out. Sounds fun ain't it?

Getting bored. Maybe i'll pull a wire out. Better publish post before i do that.

2nd time i'm posting this. Apparently there was an error which caused whatever i wrote to disappear. Annoyed mood right now.

I'll jus simplify things abit. Gaming life isn't smooth ever since i decided that my team should gain some experience in a competitive environment. Signed up for the ACSL hoping to learn something from it, but now regretting abit since i'm getting more trouble with players from a particular team. Can't believe the childish things people can do to get others annoyed.

Team leaders are people who are able to handle the people in their own team. Not let them loose like animals. I bet that if there was an organization for leaders in any aspects, he'll never get to be a leader. Sianzzzz....

No, i'm not revealing who the person is.