Been back since sunday, but too busy enjoying my freedom here. Miss the freedom i used to have. Its kinda nice to finally appreciate something you have been taking for granted last time. A whole new perception of freedom. I cant really explain it, but i guess every guy will understand sooner or later. Anyway, got a new monitor, new mouse, new mousepad. Apparently my previous ones have all been taken from me while i was "away". Who cares? I cant really be bothered anymore since all i want is to enjoy FREEDOM! So what is the word of the day? You can already guess it. No pictures of my new gigs this time since all i have in my head is to enjoy the rest of the day. Short entry, but still miss "someone" wor~

Hmm.. Last day as a normal citizen before i become someone of status lower than singapore citizen. Haha.. Been feeling rather weird the past few days. I know the 2 weeks ain't anything much. Time will definitely pass rather quickly. Preparing my stuff surprisingly took the whole damn day. Was stoning for half the day too.

ACSL wasn't good either. Just thinking about it makes me more annoyed. Definitely not about our loss, but about an annoying idiot. Seriously, i really hate it when people put words in other people's mouth. This type of people just cause nothing but trouble. Argh, nevermind. I'll forget about it in a couple of days. Just hope that idiot doesnt come to annoy me.

In about 8 hours time i'll be in tekong. Time really fly. To think i was enjoying the beginning of my holidays not too long ago after my final semester ended. Now its time to go to school. Yes i said school, Basic Military School. But i try to think positive that they give me a place to sleep, its a "fitness program", free food, and best of all, i get paid. Its a pathetic amount, but i guess its better than nothing.

I bet i'll miss a number of things. My dog, internet, bed, the comfort of my own home. Alot of things. Its definitely gonna be a big change in my lifestyle. Sleeping at 10pm and waking up around 5am ain't exactly my lifestyle for sure.

Really wanna give much thanks to the great frens i have who tried to make me feel more relax. Appreciate your concerns. Jocelyn ah.. Miss you lahs.. Happy anot? Thanks so much for chatting almost every nite the past few days. Stay until so late sommore when i cannot sleep. Confirm you become panda already.

I know i hate taking pictures. But still, i feel i should take one before i end up with my shaved head tomorrow. The top picture is really out of fun. Wanna compare the difference from today and 2 weeks from now. Should have a big difference i guess. I know many people are waiting to see the shaved head.

Well, guess its time for me to go. Should catch a little bit of sleep at least so that tomorrow won't feel that tired. I obviously won't be posting anymore for the next 2 weeks, but its not like as if people bother to come in to read my blog anyway. Signing off~

Yes, a new mouse. I had to get one, and this just so happens to be at a really good deal.


My razer mouse just died 4 days ago. Been with me for 6 darn years and it had to die on me w/o showing any symptoms of spoiling. It was totally fine the day before, and it practically just decided to give up on me in the morning. Rather annoyed by that since i though after the headset, i don't need to buy anything. Looks like i was wrong. Went out to collect my disc from Cheese aka Leon, and just so happened to find the Lachesis at a price cheaper than sim lim square. In the end bought the lachesis, but rather heart breaking to part with the money i've saved. At least, this mouse had better last me another 6 years or i'll go haywire.





Enough of the emo parts on parting with my cash. The good thing about getting this mouse is the fact i can really feel the movements in game. Haha.. But still, looks like i'm gonna take a few days to get used to it. Thinking about days, all i'm left is 7 days before NS. Feeling emo just thinking about it. So many things to do. 1 week left to settle server payment, prepare NS stuff, etc...





Nevermind, time to play as much as i can before NS takes me away from my com and internet. Haha..

My hootz for the day at the IT fair. Cool huh? Really good sound quality, covers all surrounding sounds. Thank god i met one of my ex- colleagues, helped me to get a much cheaper price. Don't regret working at the previous IT fair. Haha... Next, Creative Xi-Fi Fatality sound card >.<

Looks like i gotta work hard to get more $. All at painful prices. 2 weeks left till NS. sianz.. Feeling really weird as the days get closer. I know its nothing much, but still feeling weird about it. Argh.. Gaming time lah. Lets me lose myself in virtual reality. Haha..

PS: If you're wondering what headset is it, its the Sennheiser PC 350.

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Nothing much happened the past few days. No reason to blog right? Apparently a certain someone wants to read something new other than the previous horribly emo-rific post. Went to chalet the past 2 days (Not that i stayed over). Did the basic chalet stuff, nothing much. Walked under the rain today eating a strawberry sundae from Mac. Having a slight sore throat now and slight flu. It'll go off by tomorrow. Hmm.. Philips fair this week, thinking of getting something, but dunno what to get. No i'm not some psycho who buys stuff for the sake of buying. Nothing much to say. Gonna take a stroll at sim lim square tommorrow, see who i can pull out with me. Its boring walking alone there. Yes i'm a tech-geek. I hope the certain someone who told me to post is happy now? xD

Sometimes knowing too much can be really tough. I'm not referring to knowledge, but instead i mean information. There are some things in life which you can't say to another, only secrets kept between the people that already know. It gets even tougher when you realise that this causes problems for you, giving you more worries. So what would be a worse case scenario? Imagine a problem starts, you need help. But the people who you can look for ARE the people who ARE the problem?

Many times people ask me, why don't i share it with them? Much as i would like to, its not like its gonna be possible. I know this post is gonna keep me busy on msn for the next few days, but i guess i can finally say what i wanna say, at the same time not leak anything out. I guess we all have seen in some shows that alcohol "seemed" to keep matters off people's head for awhile, doesn't seem to work. All i felt was more horrible than what i felt at the beginning. Or maybe it was the mixing of the different drinks i had? I knew I felt a little "floaty" when i was on my way home. Thought i could give another bottle a shot, but in the end, my world went spinning away. Yes i knew what i was doing, but its just so difficult to forget things.

Some people say drown yourself in what you enjoy doing. For me i guess its gaming, decided to give it a shot. But in the end, all these thoughts in my head just kept popping up randomly. At this point of time, i can't really be bothered with anything. Its not like anything in my life is going smoothly anymore. They say, life has its ups and downs. But what happens when 80% of your life feels like its on the downs? Followed by which they say, count your blessings. But again, what happens if all the blessings all ends up with misfortune?