DSLR

First try with a DSLR. Not mine tho. Jumping into photography soon. Provided I save enough cash to buy a DSLR of my own. Was forced to do a blogpost, but no idea what to put. Will post again sometime when I've thought of something to post.

Back to School!

School has started. Its been a long time since I last went to school. Hmm.. 3 years already? Well, brain overloaded on the first day and for this term I'm studying the 2 worst subjects I'm bad in. Maths and programming! *screams in agony*

Currently blogging in the office. Don't feel like doing anything right now. Yesterday was a horrible day. Wasn't feeling myself the whole day, temper was extremely bad and blew up at the slightest things. Maybe I'm unable to cope with everything that is going on? Nevermind! Its a new day, and I shall keep myself happy all day! Still, class starts at 1900hrs. Finish class and I shall go relax for the weekend! Short blog post this time. Still in office, shouldn't type too much.

Every holiday has to come to an end

Crap, accidentally closed the window and my previous blog post just went down the drain. Well, at least I've got the time to retype again. Feeling kinda annoyed by it tho. The June school holidays are almost over, and its been a good one. Yes there were ups and downs, but overall its been good. I do work during the school holidays, but it does affect me indirectly since the students aren't in school which means lesser workload and more time to finish up the ongoing projects. School holidays also means more time to spend with baby, which obviously I have been doing. Hopefully this does not affect her studying.

Its 4am in the morning now, just waiting for the sun to shine. I'm really tired now, but feeling much better after a slight rest awhile ago. Its the last day of the holidays already, baby is going to have her exams next week. I know you are reading this baby. You'd better be prepared for your exams! Don't disappoint me! I will feel guilty if you score bad since its because of me you didn't study as much as you should have over the holidays. Score well, and we shall go to universal studios one of the weekends ok?

Can't say too much about baby not studying. My school is starting on the 4th of July too. That means its time to buck up and not make the same mistake by playing all the time too. Must do better time management this time. Cannot waste the hard earned cash that is spent on my modules for this 2 years. Its been a good 3 years since I last went back to school to study. Wonder if I still can shove more things into my head. Well, who knows? Just pray I can do well and get my degree. Think its enough of blogging tonight. Its almost 4.30am already. Time to find something else to do. I'll see what I can do about adding photos into my posts next time. I knows the posts have been really wordy, almost like a dictionary already =P

Annoyed & Misunderstood

1 week already since the last post. Due to unforeseen circumstances, I've now got time to do nothing once a week. No, I'm not gonna blog about that. But looks like blogging could be a weekly thing for the time being. Its almost 12am, and I still can't sleep. Maybe blogging might be boring enough to make me wanna sleep. Still checking my phone once every 5mins. Whatsapp is apparently down for now, was halfway in a conversation, and I'm not in the mood to talk on the phone. I don't even feel like blogging about what has happened.

Sometimes I wonder if I say things out differently from what I meant. Its times like this when someone misunderstands you, and it turns out in an ugly war of words and pointings. Its due to this maybe we don't need exercise cause we're jumping into conclusions, pushing the blame, running away from the truth and slapping each other's faces(sometimes our own). Enough said, thats already enough exercise for me. Whatever it is, thats enough rantings from me. Looks like the plan worked, blog and I start to feel sleepy. Works like a charm~

Life as we know it

Wow. Long time since I last posted here. Life has been alright. As usual, it has its ups and downs. What can I say? Only thing I can do is just take things one step at a time. Thanks alot to the workshop I've been attending the past 2 days, things are easier to swallow no matter how bad they are. Well, still with an exception of certain irritable people who I shall not name. Annoying when someone is pissed, then takes it all out on you. Some people just have no shame when they have this problem and still do not want to admit, and continues to compare you with others. *hint hint* Too bad you are computer dumb enough to never be able to find this blog. Wahahaha!!

Life is different now that a special person has come into my life. Maybe thats the thing that I needed in life. That little spice in life~ That person has helped me open up my eyes to another perspective in life. Things aren't all that bad, just have someone by your side to cheer you up would do wonders to your daily life. You will be surprised at how effective it can be. Photos would be great to put up now. But then again, I don't really take much pictures. And the ones I have are all in my phone which I don't backup onto the pc. Looks like there ain't gonna be any pictures posted up in this post. Anyway, it was she who told me to post something on blog to give her something to read. I'll post photos next time. I'll keep in mind to take photos just for this reason.

Down to working life. Just signed recently to Raffles Institution as a perm staff. Thanks to that, I've expanded my financial capabilities. Its not much really, but still it makes a difference. Environment is good too! Well, will be here till I'm done with my studies. So looks like its gonna be at least for another 2 years. I've got time~

Its time to end this. Currently posting using wireless at SGH. Nothing better to do throughout the night anyway. Its a really long post this time. Its time for me to look for something else to do~

Rantings~

Its been so long since I last posted an entry. Time really flies. Its already Feb and I'm out of the service. This time I'm not in the mood to even talk about games. Maybe next time I guess.

Sometimes in life you reach a stage where life is just a standstill. You don't know what to do, why are you still living or what do you need to do to go forward. Life isn't exactly going really well, at least thats what I'm feeling.

Its been disappointments after disappointments. Sometimes it just gets really tiring and I have no idea why. Maybe is like what Edmond said, its cause I was really that sincere? I don't know. Its been over a month already I should be feeling better now, but I still feel just as miserable as the first day. I've tried so many ways to forget the past and carry on. Shoved myself with so much work I felt I couldn't breathe, booze till my world goes blurry and I turn happy, gym till stupidly enough I now have injuries. I must be the dumbest guy in the world.

Looks like enough ranting. Continue sommore I'll most probably go crazy. Its time to let things go and let history be history. Hopefully things will get better soon. Its tiring to keep thinking about it when you don't want to~

Free man

Finally the 2 years are over. Its been 9 months since i last posted here. Nothing much has changed so far. In fact I think life has gotten more boring. I'm free most of the time, and I'm finding things and stuff to do. No school, no job, no money.

I did find some time to upgrade one of the unused routers and turn it into a repeater. Now the house has like good internet speed from any corner! I'm so proud of myself. =P
Nothing much to blog really. Maybe I'll pick a day specially to do something. OR I can just wait till after 24th Sept and blog about a genting trip.