Days of my life with baby!

DSLR

2011-09-06T17:58:00.003+08:00

First try with a DSLR. Not mine tho. Jumping into photography soon. Provided I save enough cash to buy a DSLR of my own. Was forced to do a blogpost, but no idea what to put. Will post again sometime when I've thought of something to post.

Back to School!

2011-07-08T08:49:00.002+08:00

School has started. Its been a long time since I last went to school. Hmm.. 3 years already? Well, brain overloaded on the first day and for this term I'm studying the 2 worst subjects I'm bad in. Maths and programming! *screams in agony*

Currently blogging in the office. Don't feel like doing anything right now. Yesterday was a horrible day. Wasn't feeling myself the whole day, temper was extremely bad and blew up at the slightest things. Maybe I'm unable to cope with everything that is going on? Nevermind! Its a new day, and I shall keep myself happy all day! Still, class starts at 1900hrs. Finish class and I shall go relax for the weekend! Short blog post this time. Still in office, shouldn't type too much.

Every holiday has to come to an end

2011-06-26T04:02:00.003+08:00

Crap, accidentally closed the window and my previous blog post just went down the drain. Well, at least I've got the time to retype again. Feeling kinda annoyed by it tho. The June school holidays are almost over, and its been a good one. Yes there were ups and downs, but overall its been good. I do work during the school holidays, but it does affect me indirectly since the students aren't in school which means lesser workload and more time to finish up the ongoing projects. School holidays also means more time to spend with baby, which obviously I have been doing. Hopefully this does not affect her studying.

Its 4am in the morning now, just waiting for the sun to shine. I'm really tired now, but feeling much better after a slight rest awhile ago. Its the last day of the holidays already, baby is going to have her exams next week. I know you are reading this baby. You'd better be prepared for your exams! Don't disappoint me! I will feel guilty if you score bad since its because of me you didn't study as much as you should have over the holidays. Score well, and we shall go to universal studios one of the weekends ok?

Can't say too much about baby not studying. My school is starting on the 4th of July too. That means its time to buck up and not make the same mistake by playing all the time too. Must do better time management this time. Cannot waste the hard earned cash that is spent on my modules for this 2 years. Its been a good 3 years since I last went back to school to study. Wonder if I still can shove more things into my head. Well, who knows? Just pray I can do well and get my degree. Think its enough of blogging tonight. Its almost 4.30am already. Time to find something else to do. I'll see what I can do about adding photos into my posts next time. I knows the posts have been really wordy, almost like a dictionary already =P

Annoyed & Misunderstood

2011-06-21T23:54:00.002+08:00

1 week already since the last post. Due to unforeseen circumstances, I've now got time to do nothing once a week. No, I'm not gonna blog about that. But looks like blogging could be a weekly thing for the time being. Its almost 12am, and I still can't sleep. Maybe blogging might be boring enough to make me wanna sleep. Still checking my phone once every 5mins. Whatsapp is apparently down for now, was halfway in a conversation, and I'm not in the mood to talk on the phone. I don't even feel like blogging about what has happened.

Sometimes I wonder if I say things out differently from what I meant. Its times like this when someone misunderstands you, and it turns out in an ugly war of words and pointings. Its due to this maybe we don't need exercise cause we're jumping into conclusions, pushing the blame, running away from the truth and slapping each other's faces(sometimes our own). Enough said, thats already enough exercise for me. Whatever it is, thats enough rantings from me. Looks like the plan worked, blog and I start to feel sleepy. Works like a charm~

Life as we know it

2011-06-15T02:16:00.002+08:00

Wow. Long time since I last posted here. Life has been alright. As usual, it has its ups and downs. What can I say? Only thing I can do is just take things one step at a time. Thanks alot to the workshop I've been attending the past 2 days, things are easier to swallow no matter how bad they are. Well, still with an exception of certain irritable people who I shall not name. Annoying when someone is pissed, then takes it all out on you. Some people just have no shame when they have this problem and still do not want to admit, and continues to compare you with others. *hint hint* Too bad you are computer dumb enough to never be able to find this blog. Wahahaha!!

Life is different now that a special person has come into my life. Maybe thats the thing that I needed in life. That little spice in life~ That person has helped me open up my eyes to another perspective in life. Things aren't all that bad, just have someone by your side to cheer you up would do wonders to your daily life. You will be surprised at how effective it can be. Photos would be great to put up now. But then again, I don't really take much pictures. And the ones I have are all in my phone which I don't backup onto the pc. Looks like there ain't gonna be any pictures posted up in this post. Anyway, it was she who told me to post something on blog to give her something to read. I'll post photos next time. I'll keep in mind to take photos just for this reason.

Down to working life. Just signed recently to Raffles Institution as a perm staff. Thanks to that, I've expanded my financial capabilities. Its not much really, but still it makes a difference. Environment is good too! Well, will be here till I'm done with my studies. So looks like its gonna be at least for another 2 years. I've got time~

Its time to end this. Currently posting using wireless at SGH. Nothing better to do throughout the night anyway. Its a really long post this time. Its time for me to look for something else to do~

Rantings~

2011-02-09T09:03:00.002+08:00

Its been so long since I last posted an entry. Time really flies. Its already Feb and I'm out of the service. This time I'm not in the mood to even talk about games. Maybe next time I guess.

Sometimes in life you reach a stage where life is just a standstill. You don't know what to do, why are you still living or what do you need to do to go forward. Life isn't exactly going really well, at least thats what I'm feeling.

Its been disappointments after disappointments. Sometimes it just gets really tiring and I have no idea why. Maybe is like what Edmond said, its cause I was really that sincere? I don't know. Its been over a month already I should be feeling better now, but I still feel just as miserable as the first day. I've tried so many ways to forget the past and carry on. Shoved myself with so much work I felt I couldn't breathe, booze till my world goes blurry and I turn happy, gym till stupidly enough I now have injuries. I must be the dumbest guy in the world.

Looks like enough ranting. Continue sommore I'll most probably go crazy. Its time to let things go and let history be history. Hopefully things will get better soon. Its tiring to keep thinking about it when you don't want to~

Free man

2010-09-17T08:18:00.002+08:00

Finally the 2 years are over. Its been 9 months since i last posted here. Nothing much has changed so far. In fact I think life has gotten more boring. I'm free most of the time, and I'm finding things and stuff to do. No school, no job, no money.

I did find some time to upgrade one of the unused routers and turn it into a repeater. Now the house has like good internet speed from any corner! I'm so proud of myself. =P
Nothing much to blog really. Maybe I'll pick a day specially to do something. OR I can just wait till after 24th Sept and blog about a genting trip.

2010-01-01T12:11:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year! 2010 is here! Long time since i've updated this blog. Well, many thanks to those who kept pestering me to update my blog. Its not like i dont want to update it anyway, its just that life is rather stale. Its the point of my life which doesnt move forward. Nothing much happens during these 2 years anyway.

Back down to life again, been hooked up on Modern Warfare 2. All i do is play games all day anyway. Obviously in every game, that is always some amazing miracles happening. Such as *looks down*

Lucky now aint it? Still playing mw2 and still trying to make some miracle like that. Hasnt happened yet, but one day.. Maybe..

Looking back at 2009, i guess i cant say anything about it. Its just too boring! Maybe some said my character changed, i dunno. Well, i know one things for sure, less hot tempered.. maybe.. Anyway, highlight for 2009 i guess is breaking my finger. Afterall, walking all over the place pointing at anyone and everyone around is not something anyone on the road would just do.

Before i end this post, i must thank Sean and Jeremy for helping me at the countdown party last night! Thanks to them, it made the whole countdown party not as boring as i imagined it would be. Hopefully this year's countdown will be much more fun, or at least just have a bigger crowd. Time for MW2!!

2009-09-13T08:45:00.003+08:00

Video Games | Dante's Inferno | GC 09: 9 Circles Trailer HD

XBox 360 | Playstation 3 | Nintendo Wii

Video Games | Modern Warfare 2 | Prestige Edition Unboxing

XBox 360 | Playstation 3 | Nintendo Wii

Sweet... Ever since i saw these trailers, these games have been on my mind everyday! Too bad i gotta wait till feb 2010 for Dante's Inferno. I also want the Mordern Warfare 2 Prestige Edition sooo much!! Its practically a cock tease for just showing it in a box for the xbox 360 only! They'd better release one for the PC =(

IT fair has already begun again. Took me 3 days to think about what i wanted to get this time. Apparently i feel my com is perfect even tho its not running on i7. Btw, have a few more good trailers, will post them up next time. When i feel like it

2009-08-11T17:07:00.003+08:00

Heh. Been on MC close to 2 weeks already. Most of you guys know why. Really gotta thank the balloon for breaking my finger. Cant even type properly so no need to mention playing games. Left ankle still in pain after more than 3 weeks. Something is definitely wrong here. I've fully transformed into a pikachu (pai-kar, pai chiu). Just passing time by watching shows online or watching shows offline -_-'
Haiz. Picture below, but was worse while the bandages were still on. At least i kept my finger although i cant really feel it now.

2009-07-07T21:36:00.002+08:00

Long time since i last updated as usual. Cant really say much due to certain restrictions since i'm in *ahem*. Nothing much new happening lately either, cept for the pizzas and kfc almost everyday for lunch and dinner. Anyway, tried the new games prototype and velvet assassin recently. Gotta say that prototype totally pushed GTA off the "flexible games" list. Imagine GTA environment, but the person u're controlling is able to hack and slash anyone you like. Not to mention the visual effects like bodies splitting in half and bloody explosions. Up to you whether you wanna try it or not. I know i'm addicted. Got some pics on my phone tho, rather lazy to upload it now. Most probably next time. If there is a next time.

Good Game!

2009-04-25T10:42:00.003+08:00

Nothing to do with any computer parts tho. Just felt like blogging for no apparent reason. Sometimes i wonder why people like to poke their noses into things which they can't even solve. I understand if you want to help that person. But still, by saying things which contradict the main purpose at the same time not admitting the mistake is annoying. I do appreciate the fact that some really want to help. But please, when it comes down to whether your solution is the best one or not, its not up to you to decide. These type of people are just full or pride. They can't take it that their solution isn't helping, at the same time throw their temper on you. I didn't ask you for your help. You came to me trying to help, and you can't take it that it ain't gonna work? You don't even know what is the real situation! Not only these type of people are annoying, also assholes who think just because they have better positions than you means you are just something to help boost their career.

2009-02-22T10:44:00.002+08:00

ah.. nothing beats the smell of a new graphics card. Sadly, i'm getting crashes like 3 times per hour. Something is wrong with my system files and i'm really too lazy to reformat my com since i'm already going back to camp in like another 7 hours. Still gotta include that i'm going out for lunch, which just means i'm left with 4 hours. Nevermind, at least i get to watch my videos on the com still. Anyway, heres my new gfx. xD

2009-02-07T10:50:00.002+08:00

Life so far so good. Too much to complain, at the same time its already expected to be this hard. I'm still alive even after all these training, and apparently its gonna worse until at least after june. Anyone who knows me should understand what these all mean. Decided to compare my current photos with ones of my older photos, realised there has been a nice change. I guess nothing much i can say now. 2 years of time to return, i'll just have to woozy my way through. Gym on the weekends, training on the weekdays. Lifeless! Anybody wanna add descriptions about my life? =P
I'll try to think of something more interesting to update next time. Boring post~

2008-12-15T19:05:00.002+08:00

Long time no update. Finally put some time to atually post something, not like as tho anyone is reading this.. I think.. Anyway, doesn't matter since i'm finally done with training. But long way to go to actually complete it. If you don't understand what i'm saying, i'm sorry i can't explain. Those who know me would most probably understand. Enjoying my "holidays" now, and apparently eating and playing are the 2 things i do most of the time! Well, apart from the occasional "work" i have to do. New games to play! Red alert 3, Fallout 3, Call of Duty 5, Left 4 Dead, Far Cry 2, soooo many games to play, so little time.

Got new earphones tho.. Really good ones in fact. Especially when i use them with the portable amplifier. Anyone interested in getting quality earphones or headphones for music/audio can just ask me.

New earpiece xD

2008-10-01T08:59:00.002+08:00

Been back since sunday, but too busy enjoying my freedom here. Miss the freedom i used to have. Its kinda nice to finally appreciate something you have been taking for granted last time. A whole new perception of freedom. I cant really explain it, but i guess every guy will understand sooner or later. Anyway, got a new monitor, new mouse, new mousepad. Apparently my previous ones have all been taken from me while i was "away". Who cares? I cant really be bothered anymore since all i want is to enjoy FREEDOM! So what is the word of the day? You can already guess it. No pictures of my new gigs this time since all i have in my head is to enjoy the rest of the day. Short entry, but still miss "someone" wor~

2008-09-15T00:00:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. Last day as a normal citizen before i become someone of status lower than singapore citizen. Haha.. Been feeling rather weird the past few days. I know the 2 weeks ain't anything much. Time will definitely pass rather quickly. Preparing my stuff surprisingly took the whole damn day. Was stoning for half the day too.

ACSL wasn't good either. Just thinking about it makes me more annoyed. Definitely not about our loss, but about an annoying idiot. Seriously, i really hate it when people put words in other people's mouth. This type of people just cause nothing but trouble. Argh, nevermind. I'll forget about it in a couple of days. Just hope that idiot doesnt come to annoy me.

In about 8 hours time i'll be in tekong. Time really fly. To think i was enjoying the beginning of my holidays not too long ago after my final semester ended. Now its time to go to school. Yes i said school, Basic Military School. But i try to think positive that they give me a place to sleep, its a "fitness program", free food, and best of all, i get paid. Its a pathetic amount, but i guess its better than nothing.

I bet i'll miss a number of things. My dog, internet, bed, the comfort of my own home. Alot of things. Its definitely gonna be a big change in my lifestyle. Sleeping at 10pm and waking up around 5am ain't exactly my lifestyle for sure.

Really wanna give much thanks to the great frens i have who tried to make me feel more relax. Appreciate your concerns. Jocelyn ah.. Miss you lahs.. Happy anot? Thanks so much for chatting almost every nite the past few days. Stay until so late sommore when i cannot sleep. Confirm you become panda already.

I know i hate taking pictures. But still, i feel i should take one before i end up with my shaved head tomorrow. The top picture is really out of fun. Wanna compare the difference from today and 2 weeks from now. Should have a big difference i guess. I know many people are waiting to see the shaved head.

Well, guess its time for me to go. Should catch a little bit of sleep at least so that tomorrow won't feel that tired. I obviously won't be posting anymore for the next 2 weeks, but its not like as if people bother to come in to read my blog anyway. Signing off~

2008-09-08T00:43:00.003+08:00

Yes, a new mouse. I had to get one, and this just so happens to be at a really good deal.

My razer mouse just died 4 days ago. Been with me for 6 darn years and it had to die on me w/o showing any symptoms of spoiling. It was totally fine the day before, and it practically just decided to give up on me in the morning. Rather annoyed by that since i though after the headset, i don't need to buy anything. Looks like i was wrong. Went out to collect my disc from Cheese aka Leon, and just so happened to find the Lachesis at a price cheaper than sim lim square. In the end bought the lachesis, but rather heart breaking to part with the money i've saved. At least, this mouse had better last me another 6 years or i'll go haywire.

Enough of the emo parts on parting with my cash. The good thing about getting this mouse is the fact i can really feel the movements in game. Haha.. But still, looks like i'm gonna take a few days to get used to it. Thinking about days, all i'm left is 7 days before NS. Feeling emo just thinking about it. So many things to do. 1 week left to settle server payment, prepare NS stuff, etc...

Nevermind, time to play as much as i can before NS takes me away from my com and internet. Haha..

2008-09-01T00:06:00.003+08:00

My hootz for the day at the IT fair. Cool huh? Really good sound quality, covers all surrounding sounds. Thank god i met one of my ex- colleagues, helped me to get a much cheaper price. Don't regret working at the previous IT fair. Haha... Next, Creative Xi-Fi Fatality sound card >.<

Looks like i gotta work hard to get more $. All at painful prices. 2 weeks left till NS. sianz.. Feeling really weird as the days get closer. I know its nothing much, but still feeling weird about it. Argh.. Gaming time lah. Lets me lose myself in virtual reality. Haha..

PS: If you're wondering what headset is it, its the Sennheiser PC 350.

:D

2008-08-27T00:20:00.003+08:00

Hellos :D ,
i`m a sensitive , happy , emo , funny , short , zombie , cute , fat , bad , sleepy panda ! :D
hahahahahahahahahas !

2008-08-23T00:03:00.002+08:00

Nothing much happened the past few days. No reason to blog right? Apparently a certain someone wants to read something new other than the previous horribly emo-rific post. Went to chalet the past 2 days (Not that i stayed over). Did the basic chalet stuff, nothing much. Walked under the rain today eating a strawberry sundae from Mac. Having a slight sore throat now and slight flu. It'll go off by tomorrow. Hmm.. Philips fair this week, thinking of getting something, but dunno what to get. No i'm not some psycho who buys stuff for the sake of buying. Nothing much to say. Gonna take a stroll at sim lim square tommorrow, see who i can pull out with me. Its boring walking alone there. Yes i'm a tech-geek. I hope the certain someone who told me to post is happy now? xD

2008-08-17T15:34:00.002+08:00

Sometimes knowing too much can be really tough. I'm not referring to knowledge, but instead i mean information. There are some things in life which you can't say to another, only secrets kept between the people that already know. It gets even tougher when you realise that this causes problems for you, giving you more worries. So what would be a worse case scenario? Imagine a problem starts, you need help. But the people who you can look for ARE the people who ARE the problem?

Many times people ask me, why don't i share it with them? Much as i would like to, its not like its gonna be possible. I know this post is gonna keep me busy on msn for the next few days, but i guess i can finally say what i wanna say, at the same time not leak anything out. I guess we all have seen in some shows that alcohol "seemed" to keep matters off people's head for awhile, doesn't seem to work. All i felt was more horrible than what i felt at the beginning. Or maybe it was the mixing of the different drinks i had? I knew I felt a little "floaty" when i was on my way home. Thought i could give another bottle a shot, but in the end, my world went spinning away. Yes i knew what i was doing, but its just so difficult to forget things.

Some people say drown yourself in what you enjoy doing. For me i guess its gaming, decided to give it a shot. But in the end, all these thoughts in my head just kept popping up randomly. At this point of time, i can't really be bothered with anything. Its not like anything in my life is going smoothly anymore. They say, life has its ups and downs. But what happens when 80% of your life feels like its on the downs? Followed by which they say, count your blessings. But again, what happens if all the blessings all ends up with misfortune?

2008-08-15T00:48:00.003+08:00

1st ACSL match done. Finally! I thought we were gonna lose at the beginning. But i guess it was the stress or something that was keeping us from playing at our best at the beginning. In the end we came out alright. Won the match, everyone was glad. Past few posts were kinda emo, guess its time for a change!

Keep thinking of someone, makes me happy. That someone told me to post all these. Fine~
As long happy can le. That person ah.. Makes me feel better when i'm down. Thanks so much xD

PS: I'm a happy panda~

2008-08-13T23:52:00.002+08:00

Rather emo these past few days. No particular reason for it also. Weird. I know i don't get upset over small matters, but surprisingly i get irritated by the slightest little things these days. Maybe its all the troubles in my head. What am i thinking? I don't know anymore. I just wanna sit down and stare the day away. Something's wrong wif my head. haha..

2008-08-10T00:17:00.002+08:00

dunno what the hell am i doing here. Awfully bad mood and nothing to do. Today go gathering, enjoy ourselves, nothing else le. Come home, a huge bunch of problems. Know something? Maybe making a clan was the biggest mistake i did so far. Maybe should just disband, and make a small team of my own. Less headaches.

Why should i care about making the people happy? Nothing nice comes out of it in the end. People will just trample over you in the end. Take advantage of you, or whatsoever. In this world, it doesn't pay to be nice to others. In the end everyone is all watching out only for themselves.

Who gives a shit? I don't care~

2008-08-07T08:19:00.002+08:00

Haven't slept the whole night. I know i was really tired and sleepy, but apparently last night i really couldn't sleep. Weird. Still very tired. Maybe that is what people call as insomia?

ACSL finally released the divisions and schedules. Thank god we're in the last division. Makes life much easier than fighting against all the big teams out there. Sad to say, won't be able to play after the 5th week. Stupid NS. Sleepy already~ Tried to go back to sleep, but still cannot sleep. What the heck is happening? Maybe after breakfast might help.

TOTO this fri 8m! quick pick 4 sets. But what are my chances?

2008-08-04T10:38:00.002+08:00

Sick.. Am sick.. Can't believe it. Sick on the day i wanted to go out. If i had known the symptoms meant this, i'd have gone to see the doc first. Headset isn't working well either. Dunno what to do now. I'm just blogging cause i don't wanna play games yet. I'm hungry.. And yes i'm randomly typing whatever that comes into my head.

Its time to start digging for food. I'm hungry. I haven't trained in 4 days, and getting fatter which i already am. *Sigh*

2008-08-02T17:44:00.002+08:00

Annoying past 24hrs. Internet was down for no valid reason. Called starhub twice, which in the end resulted with them saying "We'll call you back". Although internet is up, no calls yet. Wonder what are they actually doing in their office. I bet they hired a monkey to handle their connections. Monkey finds something interesting, pulls wire out, 1 subscriber down. Monkey feels bored, puts back wire, pulls another one out. Sounds fun ain't it?

Getting bored. Maybe i'll pull a wire out. Better publish post before i do that.

2008-08-01T13:19:00.003+08:00

2nd time i'm posting this. Apparently there was an error which caused whatever i wrote to disappear. Annoyed mood right now.

I'll jus simplify things abit. Gaming life isn't smooth ever since i decided that my team should gain some experience in a competitive environment. Signed up for the ACSL hoping to learn something from it, but now regretting abit since i'm getting more trouble with players from a particular team. Can't believe the childish things people can do to get others annoyed.

Team leaders are people who are able to handle the people in their own team. Not let them loose like animals. I bet that if there was an organization for leaders in any aspects, he'll never get to be a leader. Sianzzzz....

No, i'm not revealing who the person is.

Moron Alert

2008-07-28T11:09:00.000+08:00

Hmm... No, my post title has nothing to do with anything. Its just some random title that came into mind. Old blog gone~

Another 49 days left to enlistment. Yay... I bet i'm so gonna "enjoy" the life there. Thanks to that i've been feeling rather stupid the past few weeks. Training up for the NS life. No details in my training regiment since everyone i told would label me as crazy. I don't know how do i complete them everyday, but i do.

Will continue some other time. Its a Monday morning, and i still havent found anything to do. Time to look for breakfast. Yes, its 11.30am.